Are You Serious God?

So, another month has passed and it's now February. Now I still have that fear. I'm still scared, but I think the reason I'm scared now is because I know what God wants, but honestly I don't want to do it. I know where God wants me to go to school, and it's not Carson-Newman, and it's not Averett. I don't want to say where it is right now, but know that it's totally not what I want. I want to go to a small school not close to home, and God wants me to go to a large school that is very near to home. So from that you may be able to figure out what I'm talking about haha. And this scares me because I have never taken a huge step of faith like this before because not only do the people who are close to me not agree with this decision, I have NO EARTHLY idea why God wants me there. But it feels so right, like before this week I have had such a lack of peace about my college decision. And after thinking about this new school, there is this overwhelming sense of peace that everything will be okay, and that God will bless me immensly through this if I just allow Him to be at work in my life. I'm going to "walk by faith, not by sight" and that is something that is terrifying, yet exciting. I'm ready to embark on this journey even though I know it's not going to be easy!